February 18, 2007

I simply open my heart.. to understand.....

To be diagnosed with cancer is horrible! Cancer is life threatening disease. Living in a state of depression not only feels awful, it becomes a burden to those around you. I chose not to be. I know it won’t accelerate my recovery. So I just pray and have faith. It’s true, that faith is a wonderful companion in life. I simply open my heart. I knew then that I was not afraid to die; I was simply not ready to leave my family. Not yet, my children are too young, my eldest is 11 years old while the other one is only 2 years old. Ah, I told to myself, I must approach this illness with optimism; I should learn ways how to cope regardless of my prognosis, I need to be strong; I don’t want o be a burden for them.

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